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Everybody's Pessimistic
16 June 2007 @ 04:18 pm
04 November 2006 @ 05:48 pm
It's been awhile since I posted on here. But nothing much today, except updating new stuff on my site and watching some foreign disney movies. I've been eatting so much this week/month that I've gained 10 lbs. I am the hugest pig in my family, even more than my dad and my brothers. They don't eat that much. I didn't do anything for halloween except finish homework. Not many trick-or-treaters near our area anyways. And last week I finished the longest book in our whole english class: the Grapes of Wrath. 581 PAGES. You had to at least read 20-30 pages a day to finish it. And as usually I procrastinate to not do it at times. Heheh.
Current Mood:
cold
Current Music: Mulan-Reflections (Portuguese)
07 October 2006 @ 03:04 am
augh I hate school. Studying, applying myself, trying to finish my work, and I still get a 2.5 grade average. Sure, I'm failing photography, but why are my paints and geometry teacher so lazy to fill in the damn assignments? I been up to 12 pm every night this week just to finish geometry homework. She didn't even explain it clearly. The only thing I love about school right now is Spanish and Choir. "Agnus Dei" is one of the most beautiful pieces I've ever sang.
On the subject of Newsies, I read the most interesting David story ever. It's called "The Rage of Jealousy" at fanfiction.net, and it's dramatic, dark, and even funny in some areas. The author did a great job. And finally! a Dave story that isn't about slash or romance. (they're good but overused with him). And this is different from how he's usually portrayled as.
Two people from Hunter just found me on myspace. I didn't recognize one of them at first (Nick), but now we're a lot more closer than we were in Jr. High. We made a commitment to say hi to eachother in the halls, but today I held back today and don't know why. Another one was Richard, who I think I know, but for now he's the mystery person. Ghang's definetly too shy; she should put her own pictures up, but instead puts anime pics up. I thought I'd be more chicken and private than her, but I don't mind much if ppl see my profile before adding. I'm still trying to break her from being too embarrassed.
On the subject of Newsies, I read the most interesting David story ever. It's called "The Rage of Jealousy" at fanfiction.net, and it's dramatic, dark, and even funny in some areas. The author did a great job. And finally! a Dave story that isn't about slash or romance. (they're good but overused with him). And this is different from how he's usually portrayled as.
Two people from Hunter just found me on myspace. I didn't recognize one of them at first (Nick), but now we're a lot more closer than we were in Jr. High. We made a commitment to say hi to eachother in the halls, but today I held back today and don't know why. Another one was Richard, who I think I know, but for now he's the mystery person. Ghang's definetly too shy; she should put her own pictures up, but instead puts anime pics up. I thought I'd be more chicken and private than her, but I don't mind much if ppl see my profile before adding. I'm still trying to break her from being too embarrassed.
29 September 2006 @ 02:58 pm
All this week has just been testing, testing, testing. I felt like my brain was actually getting smaller! but now everything's alright since the Iowa Test is over. And we get the day off today :)
So i'm just lazying around on the computer and eatting snacks.
So i'm just lazying around on the computer and eatting snacks.
Current Mood:
restless
15 September 2006 @ 10:43 pm
Finally! it's been days since I last updated. School definetly drained me out, everytime I went to it and came home. Human Biology is actually interesting and good for me cause I wanna be a nurse someday. Spanish hasn't changed much, it's still the best and easiest language to learn, it's just this boy I have to do an oral presentation with. He's smarter than me and has to correct me on some stuff, it makes me frustrated. Well, all my classes are pretty good, but one I wish I never taken was photography. It's just not my thing, I listened and took notes all the time, but still, nothing's registering into my mind.
Last week I finally got the digital camera and worked it by myself. Updated my site with a lot of new pictures, behind-the-scenes, a few fan-art, and really nothing much. It was so much fun that's what got me to procrastinate. I love taking pictures and composing, just not from the chemicals in photography or the normal cameras. I finally got a myspace as well. It has a flowery lay-out and everything, but not much; it could use more pizazz and fun to it. Now I just got to get Ghang's myspace url and I'll have my first friend (besides Tom). Courtney doesn't like myspace for some reason like everyone else, don't know why.
Last week I finally got the digital camera and worked it by myself. Updated my site with a lot of new pictures, behind-the-scenes, a few fan-art, and really nothing much. It was so much fun that's what got me to procrastinate. I love taking pictures and composing, just not from the chemicals in photography or the normal cameras. I finally got a myspace as well. It has a flowery lay-out and everything, but not much; it could use more pizazz and fun to it. Now I just got to get Ghang's myspace url and I'll have my first friend (besides Tom). Courtney doesn't like myspace for some reason like everyone else, don't know why.
Current Mood:
drained
Current Music: seasons of love
25 August 2006 @ 08:41 am
Today my mom, aunt and I are going to fashion place and then eatting at a chinese restaraunt. I'm so happy! we never eat out so much anymore and all we do is stay home. We're thinking of either eatting at Panda Express or Chinese Gourmet, either one works fine for me. Next monday I have to back to school....., it's not that I'm lazy to do homework, it's just not having the same lunch with my friends especially Ghang and ending up in some weird class. I really wanted to drive the maxima to school too even though it's old, but my mom still is too cautious to let me *sighs* so I have to carpool with Derek.
Derek and me were never really close, well, I really liked him a lot in elementary but he was always a jerk to me. I think he's changed a bit now, but he still doesn't really like to talk to me because he's shyer now. His sister and cousin wasn't really nice to me either, Derek would always turn them against me and I don't know why. Meloni was my friend for awhile (she's about 14 now), but then she stopped comming over to my house and just stopped hanging out with me. Oh well, maybe it won't be so bad, I'll try and talk to them and if they don't talk then I'll just mind my own business.
Derek and me were never really close, well, I really liked him a lot in elementary but he was always a jerk to me. I think he's changed a bit now, but he still doesn't really like to talk to me because he's shyer now. His sister and cousin wasn't really nice to me either, Derek would always turn them against me and I don't know why. Meloni was my friend for awhile (she's about 14 now), but then she stopped comming over to my house and just stopped hanging out with me. Oh well, maybe it won't be so bad, I'll try and talk to them and if they don't talk then I'll just mind my own business.
Current Mood:
pessimistic
Current Music: Maria- West Side Story
24 August 2006 @ 02:49 pm
My mom is crazy sometimes! she wants both her and me to get into shape, so no matter what time of the day we have to excercise on the treadmill 35-45 min. I know she just wants me to look good, but why do we have to both do it even when its too late? yesturday I was doing the laundry and had to dry them, but it took very long even though it started around 7:00 pm. Then I got pretty pissed because my mom is stalling whenever I asked why I couldn't get the digital camera sooner. It's literally been a month since I asked her, and she said after my uncle was done tiling the house! he already is, but he's not going to do Sunny's room until later.
Later we're going to Las Vegas when it's Labor Day and when there's no school. That's when my mom said she'll buy the camera when we come back from our vacation. I think it's so unfair since I waited after my cousin Sophea's wedding and that was in July or June. She won't trust me that easily because she thinks I'm just going to play around with it and break it. But she knows that we don't have a lot of electronics around like most families.
Later we're going to Las Vegas when it's Labor Day and when there's no school. That's when my mom said she'll buy the camera when we come back from our vacation. I think it's so unfair since I waited after my cousin Sophea's wedding and that was in July or June. She won't trust me that easily because she thinks I'm just going to play around with it and break it. But she knows that we don't have a lot of electronics around like most families.
Current Mood:
bitchy
22 August 2006 @ 05:39 pm
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Yay! my favorite Disney princess. I was expecting Aurora or Ariel, but I'm happy with what I got. This definetly reminds me of my 3-year-old cousin's Princess Stories Volume. They had that new music video with all the Disney princesses, and it was just fantastic! the song's stuck in my head now.
Current Mood:
bouncy
21 August 2006 @ 09:25 pm
Today was the weirdest day ever. I woke up at around 4:00 am because my brother came home late from his girlfriend's and my mom was getting pissed again. So I stayed up and had an orange-creamed ice cream while watching Fairly OddParents, then fell asleep near 6:00 am and had this strange dream. It was me having my own restaraunt except not as myself, I was in Raven, yes, Symone's, body and my cousin was the little girl who played Sydney from "That's so Raven". We were being chased around and had to eat this pink fish soyabean food that tasted awful. Then someone from Newsies showed up, it was Dee Caspary (I don't how he got in there, but it was great), and we had a conversation together. Other than all of that, I can't really remember the rest, it was just too weird and hard to describe, but I felt like the restaraunt was in a tank underwater.
After all of that, I was so tired I went back to sleep and didn't wake up until 2 something. The rest of the day I didn't eat a whole lot except Ice Cream and Noodle Soup, but I don't mind, I had a great day nonetheless. Henry and Seyha were nice enough to let me swim at Seyha's apartment, even though we didn't get there until 7:00. There was major car trouble and it took about 45 minutes to get a jump start cable, so Henry had to ask various strangers infront of Smith's. I felt really bad for him and wished I could do more instead of sit there and play with my retainer. It was just plain humiliating sitting there and not bringing our own cables from home.
After all of that, I was so tired I went back to sleep and didn't wake up until 2 something. The rest of the day I didn't eat a whole lot except Ice Cream and Noodle Soup, but I don't mind, I had a great day nonetheless. Henry and Seyha were nice enough to let me swim at Seyha's apartment, even though we didn't get there until 7:00. There was major car trouble and it took about 45 minutes to get a jump start cable, so Henry had to ask various strangers infront of Smith's. I felt really bad for him and wished I could do more instead of sit there and play with my retainer. It was just plain humiliating sitting there and not bringing our own cables from home.
Current Location: the computer room, where else?
Current Mood:
thankful
Current Music: Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends Theme Song
19 August 2006 @ 10:01 pm
Nothing much today except fixing everything in my website and making it even more of mess. Today I really wanted to go to Arctic Circle in a long while, but my mom was too busy watching one of her foreign videos. So basically its just been a quiet day with no action or adventure whatsoever, except my 2 most annoying cousins comming to play with me on the computer. Before they came though, I finally got to download the Belle Reprise (Beauty and the Beast) in Japanese, but when I did it wasn't anything like I thought/hoped it'd be. The seiyuu who did Belle's voice didn't sound as good as she did on "Belle", but it was still a pretty strong performance.
One thing I wished I didn't do today was go on my brother's laptop to listen to it. His batteries started falling low and it was hibernating really fast! Then later today I was singing my own version of the Belle reprise and found my voice not to be as bad as in 2004. Besides the Japanese version and French version, I really like the Portuguese one for some reason, her voice sounds kind of old in this one, but flows very well.
One thing I wished I didn't do today was go on my brother's laptop to listen to it. His batteries started falling low and it was hibernating really fast! Then later today I was singing my own version of the Belle reprise and found my voice not to be as bad as in 2004. Besides the Japanese version and French version, I really like the Portuguese one for some reason, her voice sounds kind of old in this one, but flows very well.
Current Mood:
calm
Current Music: Carryin' the Banner- Newsies
07 August 2006 @ 04:55 pm
Tommorrow I'm finally getting my class schedule and picture taken (I hope it's not as bad as 10th grade's photo). My dad and uncle are tiling the floors of every bathroom and the computer room, i feel so guilty for not helping them. But they don't want me to do anything, not even paint. Today our whole family had plenty of combination pizza for lunch and Carl's Jr. So basically I've just been stuffing myself and lazying around as usual.
Yesturday my cousin Annalisa came over with a lot of interesting anime series I've never heard of or seen before. The first one, digi charat was very kawaii but so long and boring....sorry to anyone who's a fan of that series, but I've seen that plot before in other shoujo mangas. The second one was Princess Tutu, it was more interesting and original. The girl aka duck cracked me up so much, she reminded me of Annalisa because they both spazz over little things. To think I thought Annalisa was annoying sometimes, but she was the one who made me a fan of Chrono Crusade, Princess Tutu, Maburaho, and Full Metal Panic? Fumoffu.
Yesturday my cousin Annalisa came over with a lot of interesting anime series I've never heard of or seen before. The first one, digi charat was very kawaii but so long and boring....sorry to anyone who's a fan of that series, but I've seen that plot before in other shoujo mangas. The second one was Princess Tutu, it was more interesting and original. The girl aka duck cracked me up so much, she reminded me of Annalisa because they both spazz over little things. To think I thought Annalisa was annoying sometimes, but she was the one who made me a fan of Chrono Crusade, Princess Tutu, Maburaho, and Full Metal Panic? Fumoffu.
Current Mood:
excited
02 August 2006 @ 10:57 am
Shoot! yesturday was such a nightmare, well not about pulling the teeth but the teeth afterwards. After they put me to sleep I didnt wake up or feel a thing like I thought I would. My mom held my hand inside the house and when I took the three pills he gave me, I felt like I was going to throw-up whenever I walked downstairs alone. Then I couldn't eat or slurp anything because my teeth were bleeding so much and it would feel like i got the mumps. But everything is fine now, not the perfect day, but I'm just happy I didn't get my jaws ripped out like he said or watched what they were doing.
My dad and mom were pretty mad at me yesturday because of my poor driving skills. I am just so careless and lazy when driving! when I try to be careful I dont be careful enough. So thats when I started to back up when my mom was still getting in and when I was turning into a street for the dentist, one lane let us go, but the other lane was still comming (I wasn't watching out for the other side first). That was about two times I almost injured my parents (mostly my mom), but even though I was angry at him for being so harsh. I can't really blame him for fixing my mistakes.
Today the computer's down, so for now, I'm going to be using my brother's laptop and going down to the library. My mom probably won't let me go though, cause I have to take one pill 3 times a day, and 2 other pills for sleeping every 4 hours. It's really confusing but you get used to it when your teeth are still soar. I really wanted to help dad and henry paint but cant because they still think I'm too young. It's like one of the few times I offer to help do something important and everyone still thinks im too young or irresponsible. (figures...)
I haven't gotten any userpics yet, but found a lot of great ones from http://community.livejournal.com/newsie_ icons/profile that I dont have time to put on :(. Also stumbled across a youtube profile that has a lot of interesting foreign disney songs, check it out: http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=SwtV ietRose She's very nice and takes time to upload the videos everyday!
My dad and mom were pretty mad at me yesturday because of my poor driving skills. I am just so careless and lazy when driving! when I try to be careful I dont be careful enough. So thats when I started to back up when my mom was still getting in and when I was turning into a street for the dentist, one lane let us go, but the other lane was still comming (I wasn't watching out for the other side first). That was about two times I almost injured my parents (mostly my mom), but even though I was angry at him for being so harsh. I can't really blame him for fixing my mistakes.
Today the computer's down, so for now, I'm going to be using my brother's laptop and going down to the library. My mom probably won't let me go though, cause I have to take one pill 3 times a day, and 2 other pills for sleeping every 4 hours. It's really confusing but you get used to it when your teeth are still soar. I really wanted to help dad and henry paint but cant because they still think I'm too young. It's like one of the few times I offer to help do something important and everyone still thinks im too young or irresponsible. (figures...)
I haven't gotten any userpics yet, but found a lot of great ones from http://community.livejournal.com/newsie_
Current Mood:
calm
01 August 2006 @ 10:06 am
Today's the day I'm gonna be put to sleep to take 4 teeth out. But they said its only going to be an hour and thirty minutes, so not too long. I was so nervous last night, I stayed up until 2:30 am and while everyone was sleeping constantly getting sips of water or milk. I'm happy I stayed up late though, I got to see the new episode of Kyle XY i missed where he needed to find out when his birth was and memories, but nobody would take him seriously.
Plus my best friend finally saw Newsies yesturday! I was surprised that she liked it. Well, I wasn't really expecting much out of it because everyone I know thought it was corny. Her favorite characters are Spot and David which took me offguard, but Courtney's like me. She likes the characters most usually don't go for and she has a really "unique" taste. I wasn't expecting Spot either, but why not? he was everybody's first crush in Newsies, mine was Jack.
Her favorite song is King of New York and she thought the other characters were great too, like how funny Crutchy was. She didn't mind Sarah much or got jealous of her kissing Jack, she didn't even care for some reason, but felt sorry because Jack had no parents. I felt bad for Jack too, but not so much anymore because I felt bad for all of them, they all didn't have parents/families either. Well, thats all that Courtney told me on YIM. We chatted from around 9:00 pm to 10:18 pm cause my mom got angry I played on the computer too much, she threatened to not buy a digital camera anymore. :( I hope its not true
Plus my best friend finally saw Newsies yesturday! I was surprised that she liked it. Well, I wasn't really expecting much out of it because everyone I know thought it was corny. Her favorite characters are Spot and David which took me offguard, but Courtney's like me. She likes the characters most usually don't go for and she has a really "unique" taste. I wasn't expecting Spot either, but why not? he was everybody's first crush in Newsies, mine was Jack.
Her favorite song is King of New York and she thought the other characters were great too, like how funny Crutchy was. She didn't mind Sarah much or got jealous of her kissing Jack, she didn't even care for some reason, but felt sorry because Jack had no parents. I felt bad for Jack too, but not so much anymore because I felt bad for all of them, they all didn't have parents/families either. Well, thats all that Courtney told me on YIM. We chatted from around 9:00 pm to 10:18 pm cause my mom got angry I played on the computer too much, she threatened to not buy a digital camera anymore. :( I hope its not true
Current Mood:
nervous
Current Music: Bella (repetición)
31 July 2006 @ 01:32 pm
Wrote twice the journal entry in the same day yesturday. I didn't set my timezone right! oh well, I can fix it later. Tommorrow I can only eat a light breakfast before 12:00 am because I have to pull out 4 extra teeth again. Luckily they're putting me to sleep and giving me the shot while I'm sleeping, so I dont feel a thing. Nothing much today except I'll probably help my dad and brother paint the computer room and remove the carpet even though they think I wont do it right. It sucks that we have to do it again!!
This morning all I've been doing was watching Newsies and probably checking out some more movies of the actors in it. So far I've seen Big, Batman Begins, Robocop 2, Land Before Time, Mighty Ducks (along time ago), Swing Kids, High School Musical (because Kenny directed it), A Goofy Movie, Honey, Little Mermaid 2 and a couple episodes of Party Of Five. It's hard to find anymore movies when they're not in the library or you have to go out and buy it to see them. Ann-Margaret's in "Bye,Bye Birdie" and she sings one song I sang in chorus, "Bye, Bye Blackbird." I really want to hear how she sings it and been told she looks even prettier when she was younger.
Yesturday I even got to see Bill Pullman on a ABC Family Movie I didn't catch the name of. It was the one with Sandra Bullock in it and he was pretty funny alongside with her.
This morning all I've been doing was watching Newsies and probably checking out some more movies of the actors in it. So far I've seen Big, Batman Begins, Robocop 2, Land Before Time, Mighty Ducks (along time ago), Swing Kids, High School Musical (because Kenny directed it), A Goofy Movie, Honey, Little Mermaid 2 and a couple episodes of Party Of Five. It's hard to find anymore movies when they're not in the library or you have to go out and buy it to see them. Ann-Margaret's in "Bye,Bye Birdie" and she sings one song I sang in chorus, "Bye, Bye Blackbird." I really want to hear how she sings it and been told she looks even prettier when she was younger.
Yesturday I even got to see Bill Pullman on a ABC Family Movie I didn't catch the name of. It was the one with Sandra Bullock in it and he was pretty funny alongside with her.
Current Mood:
chipper
30 July 2006 @ 02:11 pm
Back along time ago in 2003, I was never really into tv anymore or let alone watching any cartoons. But when I saw the preview for "Teen Titans" I had to check it out, thought it was another american anime-wannabe cartoon. Alas I was wrong, the characters are funny, different and likeable in their own way (I love starfire and robin), the show has humurous situations and faces to go with the jokes, and I love all the action and voices. What makes it so addicting? i guess its the style and the writers comming up with action that appeals to different ages. Heck, even my 22-year-old cousin who is only interested in anime thinks its the best american cartoon. Don't watch it much anymore, but I usually the see the episode when Star Fire's sister Black Fire comes to visit.
30 July 2006 @ 12:41 am
Still need to get the new account and everything re-newed. Everything right now is just plain, boring, and needs more creativity. My new username is of course of the cartoon Juniper Lee, but only cause I'm not original. Nothing more except to finally get my site updated with new pics of Davey. Darn parents wont buy me the digital camera until at least November. (so unfair....)

